Wednesday, January 12, 2011


   Looking at my past, I was never a true individual. I would always let the things or the people around me influence on my decisions; although, when you are five, you're really out of your mind if you think anyone cares what you think. Growing up was a true struggle.  I am the product of a single mother and multiple growing pains. I guess I should start from the beginning, I was born in Oxnard California in the year of 1992. My mother decided to return to her native land where she had developed as a well known and respected dentist. She took my older brother and I back to our small town in Michoacan Mexico where we lived a modest but prosperous life. After I had turned 7, my mother gave my brother and I the news that she was pregnant with our younger sister. The reaction she received from my brother made he rethink the opportunities that we where being deprived from being citizens of the United States. Ironically enough right before my baby sister turned 1, my mother decided to move back to the Oxnard where my father lived. A few years passed and my house hold became a broken home. My father revealed his drug addiction and affair. He and my mother soon after parted ways and she received full custody of my siblings and myself. From then on we became poor with minimum expectations, low self-steam, and a whole lot of worries. Through the struggles we faced my mother always maintained herself calmed with a positive outlook and a stronger determination to become a role model to her children and a respected member of the working world. While my brother and I where attending grade school she pushed herself to earn a degree in child development at Oxnard College. I know that it is because of her example that I find myself to be so dedicated and so focus in succeeding in school.
                           

   My present now is very stable and I like that it is so. I am now attending Oxnard College, this is my second semester here and I am very excited about my classes. Last semester I decided on what I want to major in and that is Biology. I love the subject so much I received an A in the class. I am a a different place in my life, I want to succeed and become a role model just how my mother was to me. I am able to face obstacles and not be intimidated by them, but rather faced them with a strong sense of accomplishment. I am now enrolled in Chemistry 110, Biology Lab 101, English 101, and Math 014 and I am determine to receive an A in all of my classes. I also began working at the Oxnard Library's tutoring center were I specialize in the English department. My present seems to have been well shaped by my past and has also become more open had I not being exposed to what I did.

   The future is never as how  one tries to plan it to be. however, my academic plans are to graduate form Oxnard College with an A.S. degree in Biology and to transfer out to the University of California: San Diego where I will work to attend its medical school and become a medical doctor. I would also like to travel abroad like Paris, France or Sao Paulo, Brazil where I can become more exposed to culture. My future plan is to work in a location where I can raise a family and also be able to offer my family a privilege life. I also plan to move out of California, maybe out to the north of the country. Whatever may happen in the unpredictable future I know it will be determine by what I do today.       

7 comments:

  1. Wow! Lot of experiences that have made you the person you have become. I really enjoyed reading your writing and learning more about your life.

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  2. I, too, enjoyed reading this, especially about your past. I give a lot of respect to those who can push aside all the negativity and pain, and grow stronger and wiser from it. I believe it gives us a little sense on how to better ourselves and become independent, despite how young we can be.

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  3. That's good to hear that you didn't let your past experiences interfere with your present day life. Good luck to you and your career.

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  4. Crazy A lot of people come from hard backgrounds these days. It makes me think that my problems are nothing but thats another story i suppose. Im glad you are not giving up and trying your best my boyfriend Martin is in R110 Chem. maybe you have seen him around, haha well keep up the good work.

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  5. It's crazy to know what your past was like Edgar. You really struggled but always managed to pull trough. You seem very determined and optimistic. I'm sure you'll do great in life. Good Luck!

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  6. That is true all these shows are all to get ratings and entertain.

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